Monday, April 28, 2014

Kehilangan Kata-kata

A month..or two..or maybe more.

Sudah sekian lama tidak berasa apa-apa. Bukan feeling less. Bukan. Penat untuk merasa, mungkin? Atau boleh jadi serik untuk merasa. You decice.

I'm a girl with a thousand words. Easily spilled. Tapi itu dulu. Sekarang pun thousand words juga, cuma lebih senang monolog dengan tuhan. Sebab? "Insecurities run deep", quote dari Hlovate. Aku serik dengan perasaan berharap, then hampa semendang. For the same reason, aku lebih suka baring menghadap siling bilik B214 dan membunuh waktu berbanding keluar bergelak ketawa dengan kawan2.

Tesis. Another reason aku rasa macam speechless sebab till now motionless. Atau vice versa? Motionless sebab speechless a.k.a no word to 'play' on paper. Both mungkin. Doa2 kan la...

"Sometimes it is not merely of love, but hope..or in our word, FAITH" -me-

p/s : we could stop the clock but not time. as we could stop thinking but not feeling. and for now, I just could pray for both.

p/s/s : Hlovate...deeply into with his/her magical words. soothing me somehow.

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